i love you gram . . .

i got the call at six thirty this morning . . . gram had fallen in the night & was being sent by ambulance to hospital. it was hard seeing her that first moment. kinda takes your breath away.
she didn't know who i was. spent the day taking care of her. those beautiful blue eyes so distant & troubled. so restless & unable to settle. it was a tough day . . . trying to be the nurse that makes everything better & inside longing for the good old times when i was just her granddaughter.